Identity and Insecurity

 Sometimes I'm terrified that everyone will find out what I'm really like, and hate it; sometimes I expect that compliments given to me are fake, or just polite; sometimes I am devastated wondering why I'm not as smart, or pretty, or funny.

Seeing Double: Living for Christ Alone

For a while I was living a very split life. Half of the time I was a party girl who could be found at 2 AM cutting shapes on the dance floor and obsessing over some boy and the other half of the time I was attending prayer meetings and learning about Jesus.